Sea Breeze since you say you stopped believing the WT when you "turned around 14 or 15" does that mean you never got baptized as a JW?
Baptized at age 24 after being on my own. I didn’t believe or trust any JW elder or GB but I still believed the theology.
I figured the people running the org was the best Jehovah could do.
I remember my JW girlfriend asking her 5 year old niece what would happen to worldly people at Armageddon. The toddler answered, “They will be destoyed”.
She had trouble saying her “r”s. It was so “cute” the she asked her a few times just to her say , “destoyed”. It gave me the creeps.
True story.